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Friday, October 27, 2006

got a lot of ideas..yes. though i don't know how to put in to words the feeling of not being able to pad it here.

stress. again. i know. from a lot of…personal things.

my mom, the ever-demanding (esp. monetary-wise) gf, among others. i wouldn't want to turn this into a tele-novela of sorts so i refuse to go into sad, dark blue details.

even the fun thoughts are running amiss. like shots of flares from nowhere. happy days of just recent…can't seem to push myself into blogging them here, now. they fill my brains until overspill may cause them to be lost, forever?  guess ( aword i use too much of lately), my own personal memories are just where they should belong… just for me.  sorry guys, nothing to be found interesting here for now.  well, not that i thought this page would be interesting to others who have their own worlds in their own time.

i have decied to channel my remaining strength (as i foresee a bad flu on the horizon, forecast is head-shakingly hmn… not good) to a couple more i.ph blogs….coolstuff.i.ph (which i may start tomorrow - done with registration) where i'll put in cool stuff from the web, links of the whatever for whomever who will hopefully appreciate my found treasures, if i make it to a Google or Yahoo! search result, that is. and…..cuteness.i.ph = all about guess what? cuteness! (yeah right! i'm beginning to think it was a dumb title…hmn…QTpi wouldn't be a popular tag, don't you think?) yeah, i know it's abit cheesy, even for me. but i assumed people would be looking into that word if they want to find such on the web….why am i explaining….

anyway, i've already added a picture and a poem excerpt as my first couple of logs…anyone who would read me here might want to check those two out.

spilled brains, not a good sight. but virtually, i am that.

i guess i'll just pass the story-telling of those (un-chartered) times and spare you the ho-humn….

peace out!

Post Script: i've added a few pics on my photos area, mostly for Smallville/ Kristin Kreuk fans (like me) who may happen to roam around. Enjoy!

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